I rewrote my story without tragedies
Left out the lines that reveal I am weak
Erased every reason for you to save me
To be honest
My soul is trembling
Knowing they’re listening
But all that I need to be
Is all that you’re making me
This part is what gets me most. Every time I plan to speak in front of my youth group, I have a choice between writing something honest or something polished and neat. I feel much more comfortable with the polished stuff, cuz people are more likely to cheer, but I wonder what God could do through me if I were just honest? He seems to choose the honest scums over the pretty pure people when He wants someone to use for His will. I’m a weak, yucky person called to be strong and pure in Christ, but sometimes I forget Christ and just try to be strong and give people the idea that I’ve always been pure.
So, I like this song cuz it’s a good and humbling reminder, not only to be honest with other people, but to be honest with myself, too.
Being honest is scary.
p.s. I also thank you for starting this thread. It’s a good one.